Shoshin blog

"Hey, little one, do you know how much I love you? You might not be my first kid, but every kid is precious to the mother. No matter which gender you will be, I will love you like you are my world. I am enjoying the joy of carrying you. I want you to serve every people surrounding you. I want to see people enjoying their lives because of my child," she said all these things to the child in her. No matter how the child is going to be like she loved it with all her heart. She poured the joy of motherhood into her child. She carried her baby in all the atmospheric conditions. The before her baby enter this world, she said to her baby, "Now I am giving you all the food and breath that you need even before you ask me. But this condition is going to be with you tomorrow. You need only 50% of my support, and the remaining 50% comes from the way you adapt to this environment. As said earlier, I want my child to bring joy in everyone's life". She enjoyed her labor pain i...

Incident 1 :          Myself and Swarna we both were heading towards our staff's wedding. As usual she sat behind me and I was driving the scooter. A guy was on his way. We don't know why he was turning towards us and gave a smile. He did that frequently and she was annoyed by his behaviour. Without announcing anything to me, she shouted "MUNNADI PATHU PODA PANNI" (YOU PIG, SEE THE ROAD AND GO).           A hell of thoughts went through my mind. I went to the thought of that he is going to make some street fight with us. But to aggravate my fear, he stopped his bike and started to smile again.          She is uncontrollable at times. Incident 2:        Raji asked Swarna in coimbatore slang, "Endra (this word has two meanings 1- countable 2- my) pencil iruka?" (Do you have my pencil). Without any second thought this buffalo replied "Enra alavuku lam enkita pencil illa onnu ...

From our department we went for an Industrial Visit. We met him in our lunch time. This little guy was helping us to take drinking water from a can. Everyone asked him to have food but he hesitated. After completing our lunch he came and asked us to buy a rose for 20 rupees. Some gave extra amount for the flower and asked him to keep it with himself but he was so genuine to return the balance money to us. When some girls forced him to take the money he simply said, "If you can help me just ask your friends to buy a flower. That's all I want". How can he behave with this maturity at this little age.  Yes we too felt that the amount for a flower was pricy but all that money can be gave to him as a reward for his thoughts. We don't know whether their family restricted him to do so or not. There is no reason for him help us in getting water. Some might think this as his marketing talent. If he did that for the sake of getting money he could have accepted t...

After Suppu's words Adhira could realise, that she didn't focus on anything apart from Sahat. 'Yes, am happy to get married to Sahat. But first I should concentrate in my own happiness' the other side of her heart said, 'Don't you think that he is your happiness?' the other part replied furiously, 'certainly not. He came in our life just before few months, we had and still have many other things in our life to  make us happy. Yes being with him make us happy but not only being with him make us happy. Stop thinking like a stupid teenage girl who could mess up her professional, personal and love life like a movie' the other part again had a confusion, 'Do I really love him? Should I want to get married to him?' the other side started convince this part, 'Yes we are getting married. What Suppu said is the unavoidable truth. We like him, he is a good guy and there is nothing wrong in getting married to him'. When Adhira went through al...

Shruthi went through thoughts throughout the walk to help her sister but she could find no way to help her sister but she had a perfect plan of explaining this to mom. After completing their walk, both the sisters made themselves fresh and again headed to their work of packing Adhira's essentials. The packing process went through recollection of almost all the incidents that happened in their life.  They packed everything and arranged the packages in a separate room. They kept some essential things for the remaining days before marriage. Now Adhira's room appealed clean, but Adhira could see the void in her room. Not only in her room but also in her heart.  Every corner looked clean but she felt like missing something.  Mom and Dad reached home by the evening after completing all the inviting works.  As soon as they reached home dad got a call and he headed towards the office. Mom made herself comfortable in the bed, her back supported with a pi...

Sun just peeped at the earth and made sunshine in everyone's life. There Shruthi is struggling with Adhira to wake her up. Adhira slept comfortably in her uncomfortable room filled with scattered old clothes, wedding things, half packed boxes, open cupboards with clothes having a thought to stay back to the cupboard on their half way to meet the floor. "Akka get up we need to go for walking" Shruthi screamed in Adhira's ears but nothing could help Shruthi with no way left Shruthi switched off the fan. Adhira needed the sound from fan more than the breeze from it. With closed eyes Adhira woke and made her get ready for the morning walk. Both the sisters shared lots of things during the walk. After some regular comical communication Shruthi initiated the topic about Sahat. "Akka why you never accepted Sahat's invite for a date? don't say that you are not sure whether you are loving him or not. We can see the excitement in your face when you see him. ...

After completing mom's special ginger tea, Sahat entered his room to get changed to his casuals. While changing he heard his phone ringing with the name Dhira.  But he could not pick the call at that situation as his head and hands  were stuck with the t-shirt. With hurry he made himself comfortable and just fell on the bed to take the call. Hopefully he took it before the last ring. Now Sahat's tone was filled some energy as he felt no guilty for the incident that happened in Adhira's home. Before Sahat could say hello, Adhira started the conversation with a happy tone. "Sahat.. what happened Pooja texted me in a normal way. Now am feeling comfortable but why did she behaved like that? I was totally confused. Did I made any mistake?" She kept on building the questions but Sahat was astonished, 'How can she talk with such a flow. She never spoke like this to me. Even in those calls he could get her happy tone. But now her voice is super happy. Hope everythi...

"Hey first try to understand that your act of expressing possessiveness in a rude way only lead to breakage of the relationship and before you can hurt someone just think from their perspective. Answer the question 'what would  you do if you were in their situation? before you react'" Sahat's tone was so tender but the words were pronounced in a way that Pooja could not stop accepting that facts that he said. 'Should I want to ask her sorry. But no, how can I face her now. She would have been hurt but that is what I needed but now am regretting my thoughts. How would she react if I ask her sorry.' Pooja's heart underwent through lots of but's and if's. Now Sahat felt comfortable on Pooja's silence. He could get her thoughts through her expression. How  beautiful these relationships are? You don't need to pronounce your feel your loved one can get them just with your expressions. Both of them didn't know how time w...

Sahat could see Pooja standing with furious face. He didn't know what made her to throw her face to Adhira. But he was sure about one thing. Shouting at her never makes the situation good, he wanted to analyse her feel. And he felt that as his responsibility. Without asking any question Sahat drove the car. The siblings travelled with a cold calmness. On the way Sahat could see the struggle of his sister to rollback the overflowing tears. Her cheeks were shivering, nose consciously shrunken to control the rolling tears. But what made her to worry this much? Her struggle made him understand that she have been hurt and there is no artificial expressions in her face. Sahat wanted to ask the reason for her melancholy but he was scared for that too. 'She always take things complicated. If I convince her now she will scream at me, if don't convince her she would scream at me. Anyways Sahat you are going to get some heart piercing screams but please be mentally prepa...